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in addition to the currents 12.2022

.... yet also somewhat timeless....


persistence of memory by Salvador Dali
"Persistence of memory" by Salvador Dali

I think this will become a little "odd" or let's say "different" post at least to me as it will be more "personal" in this sense... many topics are going around in my head and want to be addressed in one go - so I will try my best to get my Saturn into good relations here ;-)


When I started to do the heliocentric astrology and looked at some transit charts of specific dates / happenings in my life, all suddenly became "logic", it made sense. Really eye opening - that doesn't mean I never feel as "victim" anymore or that I have solved all the "puzzle" but I gained the understanding that there's absolutely nothing happening in a life without a reason (cause and effect is always at work) - I often think of the term used by many people who work with "Angels" or numbers or both: "you always get what you need".... HA - a truly "double edged" term, because sometimes what we need is a pretty hard lesson ;-) ...


In my childhood I experienced a lot of "strange things' - against what was considered "normal" back then - I've learned to "switch", to adapt - I think that was good, I know both "sides" now but am for some time learning to "switch" back too....

That's the same with an experience I had in January 2017, which I also call another "Birthday" of mine...

Pretty interesting what followed and I understood that most of what we call "reality" and what we've learned in school or from society, is misleading...


I came further to the conclusion that the so called "Universal laws" (like from the Kybalion) are "real" and we see these also in other forms reflected in mythology, philosophies, religions and even fairytales and of course Astrology. It's all very simple actually but not easy at all ;-) - you will hear me talk about certain topics in the future that are pretty "far" from what I would call "current narrative" even within esoteric or spiritual communities - I'm now called to "dare" (at least sometimes, lol)...



Due to the current Astrology I was talking about "one to one relationships", breaking through loops, realizations and revelations etc. a lot lately - also about the change of relationships (within and without)...

You see, Uranus is slowly moving away from Cetus' head and we may be in "change", away from the the current "narrative" of society or culture, yet also our own "narrative"... beside that, Uranus is in a still very new cycle with Eris and to a lesser degree with Neptune but the one with Saturn (much shorter, yet as significant) is within the last square for a year already. So, Uranus is a lot about the "new" right now whereas Saturn is "concluding and finalizing" a lot...

Sedna the "exiled" in early Taurus with Perseus and the Pleiades north and Eridanus south of the ecliptic... She's very, very slow moving but right now she's fast in comparison as she's near her Perihelion and slowly moving northward as she was at her most southern part in 2014/15 for almost 11 months (in late Aries).

What did we exile - what have we been "blinded" to or where did we feel "betrayed, abandoned or even worse"... she was in these past years transiting a very reflective area of the heavens, where we had to face "fears" and other deep buried themes but also our ability to "emerge in glory". - The Mythology of Sedna is a sad one, full of betrayal and it was her own father who made her drawn in the sea when he threw her "over board" - whatever really happened there, she managed to have her own "kingdom", one far away from people, one far away from what we know...

Very far out there so far only very few bodies have been discovered - some Centaurs though with at least one, not surprisingly, having an even further out orbit - Sedna though is a planet, bringing energies from realms we may not even have accurate words for yet...


We're usually staying in our "comfort zones", where we know and can't be "hurt" - yet, part of our "bio technology" is also the building of our "atmosphere" which does also function automatically as a "filter" or a "shield" and with that, just like a snail, we carry home with us.


Over the last years we have all dealt with a lot of stuff surfacing - "exiled themes" came up and maybe also "exiled" abilities and/or "memories"...

Now we may be called "out" - testing ourselves - how are we doing in "other environments", what patterns do we bring with us, how does it all feel....

And can we trust ourselves, can we be the authentic, liberated Beings also in the "outside" world...


Ixion is another theme - remember the "course video" about the geometry - building blocks... Ixion represents "lust for life" - an energy force in this sense - how do we direct this force and how "corruptible" are we... In mythology Ixion is the grandfather of most Centaurs - he was a king, caring for the people but somehow "snapped" at one point and did become a selfish, lust and desire driven tyrant...



As an example two "evenings" of mine: